it is hard to believe
i was ever born
and began to grow
when that first breath
was slapped into me
it used to be
noticeable
pencil marks
on a door frame
marking progress
of some kind
a heavy sort of peace
has settled round this
slow-beating heart
my pen has been silent
so long
it's hard
to see these days
when they pass like this
in such a way
that the sun -
- that moon
- this rock
was here
in this same spot
before
and so many things
have changed
on the surface
there is a wind coming
the dead & dry
leaves
blow outside
i no longer try
to know what it brings